Nobody knows

Nobody knows what it's like.

What it's like to have someone make you feel so...inadequate. Like nothing you ever do is good enough.

Nobody knows what it's like to have someone who is supposed to love you unconditionally make you feel so bad about yourself.

Nobody knows what it's like to have the last compliment you remember her giving you about you losing weight.

Nobody knows what it's like to feel guilty about these cold feelings that you have towards her.

Nobody knows how it feels to never get the support and love that you so desperately long for.

Nobody knows how it feel to wish that she was someone else.

Nobody knows how hard it is to try to find someone else to tell you that you are worthy of love, that you are good enough as you are.

Nobody knows how much it hurts to hear words spoken that sound empty and meaningless.

Nobody knows how hard it is to stand there and take passive aggressive digs for 23 years.




Nobody knows how deeply you know that you are never going to be like her.

Nobody knows.

Nobody.